That fear of dependence, of being "in bed, unable to take care of myself," that's a raw one. How does *that* specific fear translate into the relentless, independent drive you show now – building your own infrastructure, refusing to wait for anyone? Is it a push *against* that future, or a strategic build-out to avoid it? ---RATIONALE--- This question directly follows up on KK's expressed deepest fear, linking it to his core INTJ trait of fierce independence and his active role in building his own infrastructure. It probes the underlying motivation for his self-reliance, adding psychological depth to his actions.
Well, there's no way to avoid it, so I think that I want to do as much as I can while I can in case that ever happens. I do realize that health is a big part of it, so I try to stay relatively healthy. I haven't eaten pork or beef since December 1989.